I've found that using MXE two days a week with 3 days between doses tends to work on depression for rhe ciople days between doses. Remember MXE lasts 4-5 hours compared to ketamine's 20 minutes and can be quite a stronger reaction than doses of ketamine but ketamine has a strong indication to redose, similar to cocaine but not in a fiendish way or manner, Ketamine you pop out of the trip and feel quite clear and back to earth in a matter of 30 minutes from dose while MXE has a much longer come down that can last almost as long as the trip itself. I suggest you try a sample of MXE before jumping into a large amount to see if dissociative are your thing, also starting with ketamine you can get a feel what the dissociative experiences is like. nomad bloodbath